I'm so sick! I didn't go to any classes today, and skipped two yesterday. But tomorrow I need to go because I have an exam. That will be the third one this week. And there will probably be two quizzes on Friday in Anthro & English. Joy! I worked for one whole hour today before PC Mike demanded I go home because I, as he put it, "looked terrible." Thanks, Mike! lol

Ouch I just sneezed and it hurt lmao .

So I bought a new journal! You know what that means... I'm starting fresh. Isn't it weird that I have to get a new journal every time I want to get my life back together? I find it odd. Maybe it's me, but I can't just write in something that once held everything that was going wrong in my life. Sounds dramatic, but that was really what it did. Lauren gave that to me I think two years ago, either the summer before senior year or the summer before my first semester of college. It's been 2 years of hell, and I think it's time for the ceremonial burning of the journal =P.

last night i heard some terrible news.
jimmy got kea pregnant, & they might even get married.
i don't know how to feel about this. sad, upset, glad?
now that theyre having a kid, kea will always be in his life.
i guess thats good for me, because i'll never have to deal with him again.  


LOL tab suggested we slash tires, but that won't get rid of the fact tht a baby will be here in a little under a year. 
she's too much.<3 she did make me feel better though. can't wait to see her tomorrow night =) 
 

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would bring me back to you
That someday it would bring me back to you

last night i saw THE DARK KNIGHT w. mike and it was AMAZING. and i had fun hanging out w, mike even tho i was nervous to. there really wasnt a reason to be, were "just friends."
cheryl had a talk with me the other day and it really pissd me off.  im so angry at her. i dunno why, i cant control what im feeling for some reason.  
i havent really been writing in this thing a lot lately. i used to blog alll the time, and now i just personally write it down in my little black jounal. it makes the whole spilling out my guts like a little girl a lot easier because i know no one will read it. which is strange i nvr used to care before, but now its like i need this privacy. maybe its cause i dont really talk to anyone. while in NH cheryl was telling me that i have to talk to people instead of bottling it up and flipping out when i cant take any more stress. i guesss shes right. i really havent been the same since last summer. as my mom drunkedly admitted to her, i dont open up to anyone anymore ever since the whole jimmy ordeal. but honestly, who would? coming out of a situation like that doesnt necessarily make you wanna like people in general lmao
the other day, old feelings came up and i didnt like ti. the whole " mom wants me to be somethng im not" thing. like im nvr really good eough for her, it makes me mad. she always assumes the worst of me! ugh
gtg.

"I have found, almost everything written about love, to be true. Shakespeare said, 'Journeys end in lovers' meeting.' Oh, what an extroadinary thought. Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that. But I am more than willing to believe Shakespeare. I suppose I think about love more than anyone should. I'm constantly amazed by its sheer power to alter and define our lives. 

It was Shakespeare who also said that love is blind. Now, THAT, is something I know to be true. For some, quite inexplicably, love fades. For others, love is simply lost. But then of course love could always be found, even if just for the night.  And then there's another kind of love, the cruelest kind, one that almost kills its victims. It's called unrequited love. Of THAT, I am an EXPERT.

Most love stories are of those who fall in love with each other. But what about the rest of us? What about our stories? Those of us who fall in love, alone. We are the victims of the one-sided affair, the cursed of the loved ones. We are the UNLOVED ones, the walking wounded, the handicapped without the advantage of a good parking space. Yes, you are looking at one such individual."

Aries Horoscopes

(Mar 21 - Apr 19)

Saturday, May 3rd, 2008 -- However excited you are about your current situation, your plans now face a roadblock and you must change your path. But before you get all worked up about what's not going right, look at the practical side. Everything will be all right, even if you are pessimistic. Don't settle for the easy way out. And, don't take your enthusiasm too far.

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Significant change is in the air, but a sudden shift may not bring exactly what you expected. Doors are opening and your renewal of energy, both physical and spiritual, will allow you to take advantage of a current opportunity as long as you are flexible and move quickly. If you hesitate now, the chance may be lost forever.

Wednesday, September 12th, 2007 PST
 
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